21 Months

Its been 21 months today that we have been officially waiting to become parents. I can't tell you how happy it makes me to be able to look at his beautiful face. I can't wait to share his photo with you.

I am too scared to let myself love him just yet. Please don't get me wrong I adore him. I think about him all the time and long for the day when I can Officially say that we are his and he is ours. Until them I am just a wee bit guarded.

Now I am focused on getting a court date before the rainy season court closures. I have no control over that either but that doesn't stop me from obsessing.